but i think i like that. not looking for too long, catching everything in glimpses. i concentrate on the details in these glimpses rather than keep up with whats ongoing, i process information better like this. i notice a lot about people in snapshots rather than continual frames. i don’t like to stare too long, i think it ruins the beauty in everything. maybe thats just me. i hope no one focuses on me like that. i wouldn’t be as interesting anymore. forever mysterious? i think its like that with everything, im scared if i focus too long on something i will lose my interest.